Category Archives: A Pocket of Resistance

A potpourri of posts on a variety of topics, in other words, what’s currently on my mind.

An Escape Into Yesteryear

It’s been tough to write for the past week or so. The heat here, mild to many, has drained me. A visit from my Vermont and Boston family was a wonderful reason to hold off. There are other reasons that will not be discussed here. i don’t wish to belabor my darkness. It’s mine, and it will pass.

So trying to think about good stuff i would enjoy as i sat stirring up my pot of memories, i came up with something that some might consider a bit bizarre for a feel-good memory: pre-season football practice. Weird, right? Now, i must warn you a number of these experiences have come up in many of my writings. This is my escape, weird or not.

The first memory went back to August 1956 in Lebanon. Monday, August 20, to be exact. i had been chomping at the bit to realize my dream of being a football star. Lebanon Junior High School, located in the former high school on the corner of North Cumberland and East High Street was a complete change.

The junior high had been established the year before. After the sixth grade, the two elementary schools, Highland Heights, which was adjacent to the new school, and McClain merged for the seventh and eighth grades. McClain on West Main was where i had attended the first six grades. The transition made me feel i was grown up (wrong!).

Pop Warner Football or any youth program earlier that junior high did not exist back then. There were no football camps, no coaches working on techniques, no videos to explain the game and the basics of how you played different positions. There were only pickup games, listening to college games and watching the few college and pro games available each weekend. And, most importantly, the high school games on Friday nights. In the late 40s and early 50s, the high school field was located on the northwest side of Fairview/North Greenwood Avenue where it intersected with West High Street (for you young’uns, the Baddour Parkway did not exist then).

i was excited i would be playing on the field here i watched my idol, Clifton Tribble, race to touchdown after touchdown during the Blue Devils 1951 undefeated season. i was about to face reality.

We reported to the gym behind the school’s parking lot and between the junior high and Highland Heights. Being August in Middle Tennessee, it was humid and hot, “95/95” as we grew fond of saying. i remember laying on the living room rug in shorts. That’s all: shorts. in our living room with the front door open, hoping for a breeze and futilely hoping even more the heat would break.

We received our uniforms and donned them in the locker room. i’m not sure anything they gave me fit. i think i could have turned 360 degrees and the helmet would not have moved. i swear my high tops cleats flopped because of so much room in the toes. The inserted knee pads on my pants drooped below the knees to my shin. Undeterred, i un-majestically jogged behind the elementary school to the north side of the playground bordered by what i believe was Highland Park.

Awaiting us were the coaches and the practice field, aka, the recess play ground. There was some grass but it was sparse to non-existent on that north end. They lined us up and began with calisthenics, the old kind. We did jumping jacks, toe touching windmills, sit-ups, push-ups, and leg lifts for what felt like an eternity.

Then they lined us up and taught us the basics. i was the fullback on the second string. T-formation. i learned the splits between the center, guard, tackle, and end were numbered, even to the right, odd to the left. Mule directions, “gee” to the right and “haw” to the left told us the direction of the play. The first number was the number of the back who would be carrying the ball, quarterback 1, right halfback 2, fullback 3, and left halfback 4. Thus, Gee-24 meant the right halfback would go through the number four hole, between right guard and the right tackle.

i thought that was the coolest thing that existed.

We walked through several plays before gathering for blocking and tackling drills, brutal even for a 12-year old boy. The final drill was using the blocking sleds, trying to push them around while another player was resisting on the back. i don’t recall ever feeling so awkward. We concluded the practice with 40-yard wind sprints, wondering if the coaches would ever call it quits.

And then we walked back to the gym where we would gulp from the water fountain. Back in those days, you were a sissy if you drank water and were encouraged to take salt pills. Nobody died. i think it made us tougher. But it wasn’t fun.

This was repeated for two weeks of weekdays with the scrimmages advancing to full play.

The morning after the first day, i wasn’t sure i could move. i had never done any physical fitness exercises before. Every muscle in my body hurt. i forced myself to put on my clothes and go to practice. By the third practice, the soreness was pretty well gone.

It was time to do it for real. i believe our first game was a home game on Thursday night, September 6. Somewhere, i have the name of the opponent and the score, but now, i just know we won. That’s pretty easy to remember. We won all of them that season. i got in a few games, waiting for the next year. But boy, it was fun.

And so, that brutal two weeks of pre-season practice was worth it, and it was a giant step in my moving toward manhood.

The characters in this pre-season photo: first row- Billy Jennings, James Manning, Jim Jewell, Tommy Wood, Jimmy Gamble, Tommy Palmer, Buddy Boyd, and Reed Oliver; second row – Townley Johnson, Frank Moody, Mike Dixon, Frank Newbell, Eddie Taylor, Earl Majors, and Eddie Sellars; third row – Henry Harding, Mike Gannaway, Paul Thomas, Jimmy McDowell, Ronnie Wooden, David Hall, Jimmy Howell, Jimmy Hatcher, Steve Organ, and LeRoy Dowdy. The coaches were Jimmy Allen and Don England.

Other preseasons to follow.

Hey, Henry and LeRoy, at this stage of my life i am now wondering if you two didn’t have a hand in ensuring i got a uniform that didn’t fit. Anywhere.

A Belated Birthday Wish to a Star

A couple of days ago, i sent a birthday wish to one of my almost-cousins. The Lebanon Leftwich’s and Jewell’s are possibly related through the distaff side. My mother was a Prichard. Jo Doris Leftwich a Prichard.

The Leftwich and Jewell siblings figure there has to be a connection. “Prichards” without the “t,” Tennessee. Has to be. We are still looking for the connection. Close families from pretty much the beginning of my generation. Great folks. And, of course, Coach JB Leftwich was more than just a mentor to me and one of father’s closest friends.

The cousin was Barbara Leftwich Froula. A wonderful woman. When wishing her a happy birthday, i told her there would be a bit more later. Then, i couldn’t find it. Today, i found it.

One my jobs was being the county and sports correspondent for The Nashville Banner while gathering up my life and re-pursuing my college degree at MTSU. My article below, in my opinion, reveals i was still a learning sports writer. The men’s scores of the two games were the lead. The real story was the Lebanon High School Blue Devilettes beating a superlative Murfreesboro team. That was subjugated to second tier in the story.

One of the stars for the LHS women was Barbara Leftwich, my cousin. There is a bit of redemption here as the photo with the story shows her at her best.

She’s still a star.

Happy Birthday (again), cousin.

Forty-One and Counting

The pastor who married us forty-one years ago just left with his wife to catch a plane back to New England. My brother Joe and his wife Carla have been here since Friday. Their daughter Kate, son-in-law Conor and children, Leo, Oona, and Niamh, came the next day. i gave the men a tour of Navy ships and we joined the women in Coronado on Sunday, and yesterday, we went to the zoo. Great fun. This old man is tired.

So today, often filled with celebratory dinners, will be quiet, rest, reflection, and turning the house into a two person affair. That affair has be going on for longer than 41 years, but that wedding my brother performed was forty-one years ago today. We will have a quiet small dinner and an upscale one later this week.

i won’t belabor the subject here. i will just repeat the great story i’ve told many times about how we met:

It was early March 1982. i was the Weapons Officer of the USS Okinawa (LPH 3) home ported in San Diego. The Weapons Officer billet was titled “First Lieutenant” on other amphibious helicopter carriers. Regardless, it meant i was charge in pretty much everything not aviation, engineering, operations, or supply related.

One of those responsibilities was being in charge of the quarterdeck where all visitors entered the ship. From previous regimes, we had a large red torah that spanned the entrance into the helicopter deck below the flight deck. It was impressive, but Captain Dave Rogers called me to his cabin one afternoon. “Jim, I want our quarterdeck to be the best quarterdeck on the base. I want it to be the most impressive and known to be the best by everyone home ported here.”

I, of course, replied, “Aye, Aye, Sir!”

i discussed how we could make the quarterdeck renowned  across the waterfront with my division officers and Boatswain Warrant Officer 4 (CWO4) Ellis. The Bosun had a bit of a beer gut. He was married to a wonderful Filipino woman who created a lovely macramé lanyard for the boatswain pipe the bosun gave me when i was transferred. She was about 4’8″ and almost that wide. Great lady, just a bit wide.

My team came up with the idea of a sitting area next to the quarterdeck. At the time, when guests or visitors came aboard, they had to wait for the watch to contact whomever they were there to see. That sailor or officer would have to come to the quarterdeck to escort the visitor. Often, the time it took to get to the quarterdeck was lengthy.

So we decided we could create a sitting area with panels, some chairs, maybe a sofa, and hang framed photographs about the Oki on the walls. That way, the visitor wouldn’t have to stand around in the working bay of the helicopter deck. Great idea.

We had to decide where and how to get panels. Since the Bosun and his first class were going to make a supply run Friday, the next day, i asked them to check out panels while they were on their run. Liberty call was early and the Bosun and his first class left around 1300. They were dressed in their standard liberty civies. The Bosun had on Levis with a blue tee shirt with his thick black hair combed back as much as it could to resemble a ducktail. His first class had on his biker’s jeans, white tee shirt with a leather jacket and a silver chain dangling down from the jeans. He had straw blond hair also combed back and the gap of a missing tooth was the final touch. They left for their mission.

i had a bunch of paperwork to work through and continued on after liberty call. The bosun came into the office with several boxes of toilet paper (i never understood why he didn’t get it through supply).

“i didn’t think you would be coming back to the ship, Bosun,” i remarked.

“Well, i didn’t want to keep this stuff at home over the weekend,” he replied.

“Did you find any panels?”

“Well sir, we went to Dixieline (a local lumber and home center). They didn’t have them, but they told us to go to Parron-Hall.”

“Parron-Hall?” i puzzled.

“Yes sir. They’re an office furniture place downtown across from the county admin building. We went there, but that place was way too classy for us. They had desks in the showroom worth more than my house.

“You are gonna have to go down there and see about them panels.”

“Aww, come on, Bosun, i have a lot on my plate.”

“No sir, you are gonna have to go down there. It’s on Ash Street.”

Then he added, ” You know sir, the woman who waited on us was really pretty. i noticed she didn’t have a ring on her finger. i’m pretty sure she’s single.

“And she’s way too skinny for me.”

Epilogue

Wedding Day 1983

Midday on the next Monday, i drove down to Parron-Hall Office Materials. i asked the receptionist to see the person who had given her business card to Bosun. i stood at the entrance to the showroom. Maureen came walking across the show room with the sun shining in the window behind her (think Glenn Close in “The Natural,” only prettier). She claims i had my piss cutter on my head. That, of course, is not correct: i am a country boy from Lebanon, Tennessee raised correctly by my parents, Army ROTC at Castle Heights, a Naval career and, by the way, an officer and a gentleman. My hat was off.

We had numerous discussions about the panels, which required about four or five “business” lunches over the five or six weeks for the panels to arrive. When the deal was done, i asked for that date to see John Lee Hooker at the Belly Up Tavern. We attended several events over the summer including sailing with JD in the “Fly a Kite” race where we became (or at least JD became) a legend. We went out to dinner too many times to count.

Then, on July 30, 1983, we were married in her father’s backyard.

Cat Box

i’m finding it a bit more difficult to write something meaningful about growing up in Lebanon. i mean between Lebanon Democrat columns and posts here, i’ve written a ton. Maybe i’m running out of material. Maybe i don’t remember as well as i used to remember.

The other day, while working in my garage, making the third parking space an even better work/play place for me.

My father and i turned it into a workshop when he and my mother were coming out every winter. We moved my father-in-law’s work table into one side, and Daddy built another workbench on the back wall. i hung my tools on the walls and filled up old organizers with nails, screws, and lord knows what. And then, of course, being me, i added some music machines that over the years have gone through a bunch of replacements and upgrades: there aren’t any newfangled things in that workshop. i added my LP albums and CDs. When Sarah left home, i moved the desk my father made for her out there. Over the years, i have added photos and art work that are no longer appropriate for Maureen’s beautiful and tasteful house decor.

It’s not a “man cave.” That’s too trendy a term, an excuse for men to create some luxury lounge with a iMax size television to watch sports and drink beer, or perhaps whiskey. If i ever finish the renovations, it will be my escape, my briar patch, where i can go and wallow in memories of growing up in a beautiful (and ugly sometimes) time and place, where dreams have turned into pleasant memories. i took some photos but decided i would wait until it’s finished to my satisfaction to post, which, of course, means there will be no photos here because it will, like an innumerable number of my pursuits, never be finished to my satisfaction.

And perhaps that is the nature of my life, and it is good to pursue, to chase satisfaction but unfulfilled. The chase. Ahh, the chase.

But i, as i often do, digress. In this new renovation effort, i relocated CD’s. Those memories i couldn’t remember came flooding back. i found a CD of an LP album Billy “the Agent” Parsons introduced me to almost seventy years ago. Some Nashville dentist, a folk music pursurer had gone up into the woods of Grundy County, Tennessee and recorded Hamper McBee, a moonshiner and folk singer and teller of tales. i remembered hitting the apex of I-24 headed east right after it had been completed and seeing the tavern. i was told that if a white mule was tied to the hitching post, Hamper was inside giving the folks a thrill of tall tales and good ole hillbilly music. i regret i never went in but loved listening to Hamper, something most folks nowadays would find politically incorrect.

But i loved Hamper, and i listened to the album with glee. Then, another one hit me in the head with memories. It was an Ernest Tubb, the Texas Troubadour, album. One of the tracks took me back. Ernest teamed with Loretta Lynn to cover Nat Stuckey’s song “Sweet Thang.” Ernest and Loretta’s version came out in 1967.

Back in the late 50’s, our family would dine out on Sunday’s after church. We went to a number of local eateries. The name of this particular one is causing a brain fart in my recall. i will remember it hopefully before i finish this post. i think it was on the corner of Nashville Pike and Winwood, although it could have been Blair Lane. Later, Jimmy McDowell sold cars there. For Lebanon, it was high end dining. (Okay, some Lebanon folks help me here: i think the name started with an “S”). Sometime in the early 60’s, it closed and became one of the few beer and sandwich diners in the county.

When i returned to pursuing a college degree in 1965, i was the night time FM disc jockey and engineer at WCOR FM five nights a week. i would close down the station at 10:30, lock up and head home. Except on a number of evenings, i would head to the new diner. i think they retained the old name, but Clayton and Katherine Birdwell ran the new place. We called it “Cat and Birdie’s.” They served beer, pizza, Stewart sandwiches, beer and sodas and beer, did i mention that?…as i recall. On the west side next to the wall was a shuffleboard table. i would have a couple of beers, play several games, listen the the good folks around the place before heading home.

And, of course, they had a juke box. One evening and then, for a whole bunch of following evenings, one of the most played tunes was…yep, Ernest and Loretta singing “Sweet Thang.” The song was about a man cheating around on his woman with someone else in a bar. One of my favorite lines of all time was when Mabel (Loretta) barges into this bar and sings:

Well, has anybody here seen my sweet thang?
I got a notion he’ll be headed this a way
‘Cause when my sweet thang is out tom cattin’ around
He’ll find a sandbox like this to play
.

Listening to those two singing those lyrics nearly sixty years and about 2500 miles ago, i was back shooting shuffleboard in one of the best periods of my life.

Of course, just about every period of my life has been pretty good.

And if you are looking for me, just remember when i am out tom cattin’ around, i find a cat box like that to play.

Heroes

This past week, i have been occupied mentally emotionally with my loss of Marty Linville, friend and golfing buddy. The day he passed along that bridge, Friday, July 5, we had two visitors in the late afternoon.

Like Marty, they are heroes. Darryl Gunter and Chris Holtzman are heroes, success stories really.

Our two visitors stopped by because Darryl and i go back a long way. Darryl was a third class boiler technician on the USS Yosemite (AD 19) when i became the executive officer and deployed to the Indian Ocean. Darryl was one of the fireroom geniuses that used oversized burner plates for the boilers to get us to Rota as scheduled.

After twelve years, he left the Navy, graduated from Georgia Tech with a degree in mechanical engineering, and established Atlanta Boiler and Mechanical, a successful company. He is semi-retired and one of his sons manages the company.

Darryl and i reconnected on the Yosemite’s Facebook group. The reconnection has been good. i have noted earlier Darryl, out of the blue, sent me coasters with the Castle Heights seal, my graduation year, my rank and my name. They occupy a prominent place in our family room, and i use one every evening.

When Darryl told me he was going to be out here and would like to stop by, i was excited. i began to do a bit of research. In addition to starting and making Atlanta Boiler and Mechanical a success, Darryl has done some other things. He is the Atlanta “Chapter Commander” of the Combat Veterans Motorcycle Association. This is not a motorcycle club. This is an association of veterans who saw combat and enjoy motorcycle riding as a hobby.

The association’s focus is not riding bikes. They “support and protect those who have defended our country and our freedoms,” providing assistance and help to individual veterans, veteran care facilities, other veteran organizations and registered charities.

Chris and Darryl on the road.

The stories these two heroes, Darryl and Chris, told of how they saved an old aged disabled vet from having to do a reverse mortgage; how they mowed lawns, repaired homes for other veterans, and others, made me gleam with pride.

These two are also riders for escorting veterans to their final resting places in a motorcycle escort. Darryl is a senior ride captain for the Patriot Guard Riders, who honor their lost fellow veteran.

So these two heroes decided to take a trip. They got on their bikes and took a trip. i keep writing “heroes.” i should explain why:

Darryl was on the USS Sellers (DDG 11) which was one of our ships off of Beirut when our Marines were killed in the bombing. The ship was also in a confrontation with Iran in the Persian Gulf. He has developed spinal stenosis due to a shipboard accident.

Chris was in Iraq. He was the turret gunner in an Army armored vehicle. He received 100 wounds in the conflict and suffers from PTSD.

Heroes.

And they continue being good souls looking after veterans who have had a rough time and need help.

The trip. They took off from Atlanta and in four months, went through 22 states, one Canadian province, covering over 9,200 miles in four months. Their bikes make my Mazda 3 hatchback look small.

As this trip unfolded with my following it from the cloud and when we spent the afternoon with them, it occurred to me that this was the way it should be in our country. These two guys were two of the nicest guys i’ve been with in quite a while. They are patriots but they are loyal to the country and those who served with them. They were courteous, funny, loving life, and living that life to the fullest.

They are good people and folks should not throw them into some preconceived notion about motorcycle riders, veterans, or any other category they might choose to mislabel them.

These two guys are heroes.

Thanks, Darryl and Chris (Chris took this photo)