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  • A Good Night

    If you have read several of my posts, they probably revealed my loyalties in sports. i follow Vanderbilt sports of any genre, San Diego State’s football and basketball, and the San Diego Padres. To a lesser degree, i root for Middle Tennessee, Texas A&M, and the Chattanooga Mocs (but oh, how i wish they had not cut it short and still were known as the “Moccasins”).

    Last night, a bunch of those came together in a beautiful way. Of all those teams listed above, i have followed the Padres most frequently. We had full season and then half season tickets shares with friends for over a dozen years, and i retained 20-game season tickets for a couple of years until they priced me out. Maureen and i still watch almost every game they play. As previously noted, Maureen has become a knowledgeable fan.

    Then there is Vanderbilt. i didn’t graduate, but i attended for two years back in the early 1960s. i graduated from MTSU in 1967 and am glad as i received an education and a learning experiencek that remains a highlight of my academic record. i am fortunate that Vandy considers me an alumnus. i am a huge Commodore fan.

    The reason: i have become friends with Candice Lee and Andrew Maraniss, the Vice Chancellor for Athletics, i.e. Athletic Director, and the resident writer (an an excellent one) in the sports department. i have seen them operate and know without a doubt, they are “doing it the right way, the Vandy way.”

    That quote was coined by David Williams, the former head of the athletic department who unfortunately passed away shortly after his retirement. What he meant and what Candice still believes as do all of her head coaches is Vanderbilt wants to excel while ensuring every athlete is truly a “student-athlete” and receives one of the finest degrees in this country along with well-rounded experiences that prepare them, as much as possible, to be successful and contributors to the good for society.

    Other universities may seek to do the same. i don’t know. i suspect that many drop the “student” from that equation and seek athletes, period.

    i am delighted with the Commodores recent successes in many sports, but my fandom is based on them working to make sure success is achieved in the right way…the Vandy way.

    Now, back to last night: Walker Buehler was the Padres starting pitcher last night. He was a star at Vanderbilt, 2013-2015, with a 20-7 won lost record including being part of the Vandy Boys that won their first College World Series championship in 2014. He was a great starter for the Dodgers before suffering injuries and ended up in the Southwest corner this year. He is the first Vanderbilt player on the Padres since Joey Cora was a Padre, 1985-87 (Jonathan Vastine, Vandy 2022-25, is in the Padre minor league system.

    Finally, one of my favorite Padres is Ty France. Ty played for San Diego State under Tony Gwynn, and has returned home this season after winning a gold glove last year.

    The stage was set. The Dodgers seem to think they own the Padres and their record against San Diego indicates it’s close to accurate.

    But not last night. Walker Buehler pitched three-hit ball over 5 1/3 innings, allowing only a home run by Mookie Betts. The Padres won, 7-1. Ty France was a major contributor with a 3-run homer and superb defensive play.

    And fans, it doesn’t get much better than that.

  • Abenezer Fouts

    Abenezer Fouts was,
    as they called it,
    of an advanced age;
    he watched the days pass
    like chaff on the wind;
    he walked through the chaff
    doing what needed to be done
    or
    what really did not need
    to be done
    as if it was the most important thing
    on earth to do it right;
    Abenezer scoffed
    at all of the changes in his world
    that was good perhaps
    but
    replaced what was better
    like living your own life,
    like dealing with people personally,
    and
    the world kept right along a’changing;
    so, Abenezer died
    leaving many things undone
    he meant to do:
    you know: chaff on the wind;
    they say
    if you walk by the graveyard
    on the south side of the village
    in the deep dark of the night,
    you can hear a laugh
    near Abenezer’s grave
    and
    feel the chaff on the wind
    touching your face.

  • Fate

    his fate
    was written on the white caps
    of the vast, vast sea,
    not blue, not green, not black, not gray,
    but
    her hue determined by her mood;
    not calm, not tempest brewing,
    not a fury showing her anger,
    but
    her emotion displayed reflecting her mood
    just like his fate;

    he did not choose his fate,
    the sea chose him;
    he answered the call
    little realizing
    what his choice would require;
    what the final result would be:
    he left loved ones,
    family, friends, women, his home
    to ride those waves so far away:
    the Atlantic, the Mediterranean,
    the Pacific, the Indian Oceans
    continued to beckon to him;
    he answered
    to spend his time there,
    a pilgrim converted
    until the sea told him
    “you are now an old man;
    “you have been a good mariner, a good seaman,
    but
    it is time for you to leave the sea.”

    the old mariner lives in a cabin
    on a hill with a view of the sea;
    he often walks to the coast
    at the bottom of his hill,
    especially when the day
    is gun metal steel gray
    with an offshore chill wind;
    his old, gnarled bare feet
    that used to walk those decks
    stands in the sand
    with the tide
    blowing soft white foam
    on top of the gray sea
    lapping around his legs;
    he talks to the sea;
    she responds;
    he retreats to his cabin
    alone
    before a large wave
    crashes on the beach
    before ebbing away.

  • It Was Close

    it was so close one could see
    the bloodshot emptiness of their eyes,
    one could hear
    the rabid screech of their hideous yell:
    it was not mad; it was not madness;
    it was the wildness of a beast
    from the forest from whence they charged.

    In the village nestled in the hills above,
    both nobles and peasantry
    peered down on that field of savagery
    in fear of the raging hoard
    and
    in hope their proud boys
    standing in their unflawed straight lines
    with fine uniforms with perfect gig lines
    and
    matching visored covers
    would prevail.

    the canon and the line of muskets
    lit the early morning
    with bolts of fire,
    disrupted the silence of the morning
    with piercing blasts of canon
    and
    crackle of musket balls,
    cutting those immersed in beastliness
    to smithereens,
    decimating their ranks
    to screaming whimpering piles
    of decimated beggars
    pleading for aid, mercy,
    even merciful death by the blade.
    the prince who ordered the maniacal charge,
    himself a victim of the carnage,
    lay under the carcass of his noble steed,
    moaning in the throes of death.

    the nobles and the peasantry
    looked down from the village hills
    not with joys of victory
    but
    in silence,
    viewed the bloody field.

    the generals in their castle high
    cheered and toasted with glasses of sherry
    for a victory they had not won.

    The opposition stood
    with canon, musket, bayonet,
    their weapons at their side,
    they were men of military precision,
    not a thread harmed;
    they did not cheer
    but
    stood ramrod straight
    with tears running down their faces
    in silence, perhaps mournful.

    the bards back then wrote with praise
    of the glorious enemy defeat,
    of the heroes on their side;
    the minstrels sang the same.

    those men removed their regalia
    and
    went back home to farms
    to work the fields, tend the livestock
    but
    more silent and reflective
    than they had been before.

    later on, the historians
    wrote of gallantry, futility, death,
    making the event of legend,
    heroes of those that stood and fell
    before the writers’ time.

    dust and rain fell on that field
    grass began to grow
    with wildflowers sprouting in clusters
    and
    the earth absorbing the blood.

    years later, a young lad
    frolicked in the field with his dog
    chasing butterflies or an occasional bird
    when
    he stumbled upon a relic,
    a worn wooden religious symbol
    where one of the wild men fell;
    the lad did not know its meaning,
    but
    something in the breeze struck him then;
    he gazed to the wood in silence
    wondering what had happened
    way back when.

    No one remembers the whole story
    what really happened is obscured
    but
    then and now, it should have been remembered
    there are often those vanquished by war,
    yet
    there were only those who still stood
    by those who fell;
    no winning, no victors amongst them,
    only those who lost something.

  • Second Summer Respite

    We have had two summer respites thus far, trips to places and people dear to us. The first one had some serious ups and downs. But the one from which we returned Saturday was pure joy and relaxation.

    We spent almost a week in Sonoma. Alan and Maren Hicks again were our hosts. As usual, they were phenomenal. The couple and i go back to Vanderbilt days.

    This venture to either San Francisco or Sonoma has been an outgoing outing for us. Maren and Maureen are simply amazing together. Their likes, their tastes and their grasp of the world fit perfectly. Alan and i are like…or rather are brothers since we pledged Kappa Sigma at Vanderbilt in 1962.

    Their home in Sonoma is my other “briar’s patch.” It is a perfect size with wonderful landscaping and a backyard that faces a Sebastiani vineyard, which we can and do walk through. As usual, the weather was perfect.

    The bayside of the Marshal House oyser place on Tomales Bay.

    This trip included a beautiful drive to Tomales Bay to dine at The Marshall Store featuring fresh, i mean fresh, oysters, and other seafood. Dining is outside, often chilly from the wind off the bay. Incredible place, wonderful views.

    The Hicks also took us for a day trip to the De Young Museum in Golden Gate Park where we saw an amazing exhibit on Claude Monet’s Impressionist works. Awed, i was.

    But the best part was being with these two folks: just like having 60-plus years roll back.

    Friday evening, Alan picked up some barbeque for dinner, rivaled Texas BBQ. Before hand, we retired to a backyard corner and enjoyed each other’s company with a pre-dinner cocktail.

    The respite, for us, was much needed. We headed back to the Southwest corner on a great flight, just to make it all as good as it could get. Alaska Airlines flies a non-stop from San Diego to Santa Rosa, a small airport with no jetways. We walked to and then from the plane on the tarmac.

    Later tonight after a day of unpacking, i will abscond to my retreat by my chiminea. i will start the fire and reflect on the trip and relax.

    It’s even good in my new memories. Thanks, Alan and Maren.