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A Tale of the Sea and Me (For Sam) — Installment 3x

Notes from the Southwest Corner: Not all liberty is created equal

SAN DIEGO – In my last column, Navy liberty slipped into the subject matter again.

Today’s Navy has greatly reduced liberty calls. Ship crew swaps at sea, security considerations due to terrorism, and shorter deployments to improve the sailors’ “quality of life” have cut down liberty calls.

In my time at sea, long deployments (nine to ten months was the norm) were simply the way it was. Married officers and sailors groused about being away from their families. But they also considered they had two inalienable rights:

“A griping sailor is a happy sailor” was one such right. Complaining about everything, including long deployments, was exercised vigorously. Another right was hitting liberty ports with gusto on long deployments. Sailors simultaneously bragged and complained about these “arduous” adventures.

Now, from what i observe, they can’t.

In previous columns, I have extolled my liberty ports, even bragged some folks might claim. But all liberty was not equal.

Allen Ernst, my leading sonarman on the USS Hawkins recalled one which for me was not so wonderful.

In 1969, the Hawkins was in Guantanamo Bay for three months of refresher training. Days started at 4:00 a.m. to check spaces for watertight integrity before the inspectors arrived.

By 6:45, I reported to the bridge to stand Junior Officer of the Deck (JOOD) at Sea Detail entering and leaving port. Once at sea, I was in a five-inch gun mount, in “Underwater Battery Plot” for submarine exercises, or on the bridge for General Quarters. We would get back to the pier around 6:00 p.m., have the wardroom meal, and write training reports, usually hitting the rack (bed) around taps. The process was repeated each weekday.

On weekends, the ship was in “port and starboard” duty sections. One-half of the officers and crew stood duty while the other half went ashore Saturday and Sunday. Liberty consisted of going to the Officers Club pool and bar and an occasional softball game.

When Ocho Rios, Jamaica was announced as our liberty port, I was excited. In addition to the great beaches, the Caribbean Playboy Club was there.

We dropped off the trainers 5:30 Friday and turned toward Jamaica. During Sea Detail, the Captain informed me he had qualified me as Officer of the Deck (OOD) underway, and I would be in charge of the ship in one three-section watch rotation. Being the most junior OOD, my first watch was the “Mid-watch” from midnight until 4:00 a.m.

Sea Detail secured about 7:00 p.m. I grabbed a bite, retired to my stateroom, compiled after-action reports, and hit the rack around 9:30. I awoke at 11:15 to go on watch. Being relieved at 3:45 a.m., I went for some much needed sleep. It was 4:15.

Reveille sounded at 4:30 and Sea Detail was set.

The ship reached pierside about 8:30. As the morale and welfare officer, I greeted local representatives to set up tours for the crew. I was then informed my duty would be Shore Patrol officer for Saturday. I met the local police coordinator and took a tour of potential trouble spots. The tour ended at a police station downtown designated as Shore Patrol Headquarters, where I coordinated patrols and the return of offending sailors back to the ship.

After some wild evening events, the day’s shore patrol duty concluded. Reporting aboard, I then had to deal with a drunk torpedoman who wanted to go AWOL. Sleep claimed me at 3:00 a.m.

Thirty minutes later, reveille sounded. An ore ship came in early, and we had to shift to a mooring.

During this five-hour Sea Detail, the watch coordinator informed me the officer assigned Sunday Shore Patrol had not been told and had stayed in a room at the Playboy Club. Consequently, I went back to Shore Patrol.

Liberty ended in the early afternoon. Sea Detail was set, and looking aft, I watched Ocho Rios become smaller and smaller, just like my liberty. We secured Sea Detail at 6:30. I had the evening watch (8:00 p.m. until midnight). I slept like a rock until 3:00 when we set Sea Detail to return to Guantanamo and begin our training day: no liberty and five hours of sleep in 72 hours.

I thought then, “Nobody is going to believe this.” I am still not sure you will. But I know all liberty is not equal.

Memories of Yore: Christmas A’coming, Rain at Sea, Morphing Joy, and a Smile

The tree is up by me and decorated by Maureen. The “Noel” sign is up. It is all mine and an incredible jury rig (that’s for my sea-going friends), Rube  Goldberg affair, that if i keep improving for the next 20 years, it might look professional – a later post will repeat the horrors from about 25 years ago.

It’s been a weekend plus of stray thoughts running through this empty head. It hit me today’s sports announcers sound more like gossipers on the corner and tell me more than i care to know to support their latest analysis, accurate or not. Then, the ones for Sunday night football all predicted the Chiefs would win. I couldn’t put up with the post-game mumbo jumbo, but i’m betting none of them brought up the fact they were wrong: sullies their reputation they think, i guess.

The below were thoughts not yet well captured. i’m working on making them better, but i have been known to sluff off on finishing such things, so here they are:

antiquity me

i prefer a cedar Christmas tree
chopped down by us
in a world long ago
in a place far away
and
we decorated the tree
in the small living room
with only a real holly wreath
hanging on the front door –
i know because around six-years old
i stuck a holly berry
up my nose
requiring the family doc,
Doctor Lowe of local renown,
coming over to remove
the berry with tweezers –
they were simple decorations
compared to today’s lawns with
plastic myriads of comic characters,
religious figures, legends epitomized
with enough lights to light up Vegas
but
if they like fake,
go for it i’m okay with that
just prefer
something simpler
for i’m old fashioned.

storm clouds

i have seen the storm clouds gathering
over the horizon
two points off the starboard bow,
NNE or Nor, Nor, by NorEast,
storm clouds, cumulonimbus,
fearsome dark gray-black,
would bring us to the reality of
the omnipotence of the sea,
finding it beautiful,
fearsome, yes, but beautiful;
remembering, i wish
i could see them gathering again,
feel the power,
smell the coming rain
again.

no running

remember when you were a young’un
feeling the pure unbounded joy
of running?

i remember when i learned
my best friend’s mother
died too soon,
running as fast as i could
in a steady spring rain
until i thought my lungs would burst,
feeling some relief.

i remember taking up running
in the middle of the divorce,
not knowing how to pace myself,
then stop, winded
only a short distance
before walking home.

i remember running
through rice paddies, jungle,
a mud hut village
in Sri Lanka in the rain feeling
like i was a young’un again
running with unbounded joy.

i remember running on Coronado’s beach
at noon every weekday,
often with friends matching pace,
feeling like i was floating on the waves.

I remember the grinding up and down hills
in near euphoria;
endorphins i think they call them
and
later while grinding, panting,
finding it was now work, labor,
not near euphoria;
now, i walk,
doc’s orders:
says i’m too old to run,
something might break;
lord, when i walk,
it’s okay, even enjoyable sometimes
but
not like running;
not like running.

a place i knew

i would like to take you
to a place i knew
it is no longer there,
blown away by changes through time.

it was a lovely place
quiet, peaceful,
on the shoreline of a creek,
a spring just off the dock;
folks there didn’t lock their doors,
homes or cars,
until it was time to go to bed.
children played outside;
walked to school by themselves;
rode one-speed bikes with abandon
all over town,
often with baseball cards in the spokes
to sound like a motor bike,
hah!
men fishing on the bank
in the early morning,
late afternoon,
for crappie mostly;

this is no judgement of mine,
only the observation
old men remember fondly
things being not like then:
i’m too old to criticize the younger;
they will have their own memories
to cherish and miss.