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  • A Tribute to a Wonderful Woman and an Incredible Writer

    The Legend of Vicey Shavers

    This poem is a salute to my favorite poem ever, “The Ballad of Billie Potts” and its author, my favorite author, Robert Penn Warren. The roots of this poem come from a number of a stories from where i grew up. The integration of those stories make this work completely fictitious, veering off the path of any of those individual stories.

    It is dedicated to the woman also named Vicey Shavers. She is not the character in the poem, even though the main character bears her name and resembles her. i chose her name to honor her memory.

    Vicey was in the beginning of my conscious thought. My mother worked for several companies and individuals after i was born in 1944. She hired Vicey to clean house and take care of me and my siblings while she was at work. Vicey continued to clean our home until i was in my mid-teens. i can still see her washing the lunch dishes (her lunches, as i remember them, were perfect for a little boy). Washing those lunch dishes, she stood at the sink in the long narrow kitchen, looking out the kitchen window and occasionally down at me. As 12:30 p.m. approached, she turned on the small green radio on the kitchen counter. She would turn the dial until she found WSM radio (i remember it as WSM, the famous home of the Grand Ole Opry). That’s when the Sons of the Pioneers had a program with only their western songs were played. Vicey and i would listen to the entire program.

    Vicey was kind and loving to me and no doubt impacted my lifelong belief in equality should exist for everyone. In case you haven’t figured it out yet. Vicey was what folks now call black. I am now called white. Neither term is correct. Neither should be viewed as above or below the other.

    She was wiry thin, skin as dark as
    the cast iron cooking pot she used
    for making magic food;
    her arms and hands were veined
    from aging in hard labor;
    her black hair was plaited,
    curled tightly on her skull;
    her smile revealed two missing teeth;
    but
    she loved and persevered,
    that Vicey Shavers, she did.

    Vicey’s mama’s mama Beulah was a slave
    in Alabama where she was the cook plus
    housemaid in the big house,
    better than Vicey’s mama’s papa Alphonse
    who worked the cotton fields,
    only to be sold to a man in Louisiana
    to be lost forever in the family annals;

    Her mama Mabel met a man in Alabama
    who married her and moved her to Tennessee
    with the promise of making a lot of money
    with a nightclub for their kind outside the small country town,
    only to give her two sons and two daughters, one Vicey,
    before heading to Chicago alone
    to never be heard from again.

    Time in the dark of prejudice moved on,
    plodding through the sultry summer heat
    with change only in Time
    as fear and hate marched in step
    and
    the crawdads sang at night
    and
    the mockingbird trilled its song
    and
    the hound dogs howled at the moon.

    The younger sister Ethel passed early
    with one of the diseases that roamed
    the South and the world in those moments;
    the younger brother Leviticus went to Chicago
    to look for his daddy with no luck,
    no luck,
    went to work in the slaughter houses,
    never to come home again;

    Vicey’s older brother Meshach stayed put
    along with Vicey, even after Mabel
    was laid to rest in Eubanks Garden Memorial Park
    on a hill outside of town, a place for their kind
    that had passed on:
    the big war came and Mesach volunteered,
    assigned to a Negro logisitics battalion
    in the steaming, screaming heat of Luzon,
    worse than the heat in the South,
    loading and unloading the trucks
    in heat worse than the South’s,
    until the war ended;
    Mesach rode a troop ship back,
    caught a train home from San Francisco
    where he wanted to stay
    but
    yearned to be with his sister and her man
    and
    he got a job changing tires in a gas station
    until one night in that night club
    his papa had started and failed,
    then was reborn under new owners,
    a gang from the big city up the road;
    Mesach got into an argument with this stranger
    who pulled out a razor blade,
    cutting Mesach’s throat:
    they put him in the ground
    beside Mama Mabel and sister Ethel
    on that hill with a stone that noted
    he served in the big war.

    The skin and bones turn to dust
    as Time keeps on marching to that drum
    most can’t hear and no one can see;
    the old pine boxes rot;
    the graves sink a bit
    to be filled with dirt until there are mounds again
    only to repeat until the graves are abandoned
    with weeds taking over
    until the stones nor the mounds visible,
    just a field untended in Time.

    Vicey married a barber, Bocephus Shavers
    who also worked part time digging graves
    in Eubanks Garden Memorial Park
    while Vicey began cleaning homes,
    keeping children for the white folks
    until one day Bocephus was hit with a pick
    in an argument with another grave digger;
    he was laid to rest alongside his in-laws
    in the self-same cemetery where he dug.

    Vicey kept working hard
    while cooking magic in her cast iron pot
    in the tar papered and slate tiled house
    painted green with grass creeping
    through the cracked and sagging concrete front porch,
    cleaning houses, taking care of white folks’ children
    until Vicey Shavers didn’t come around anymore;
    they found her in the kitchen by her cast iron pot,
    then buried her in Eubanks Garden Memorial Park
    by Bocephus and her kin;
    a bunch of folks showed up for her interment,
    even many of the white folks of the small country town;
    they all found it fitting
    that the lone maple on the hill
    cast shade on Vicey in her rest.

  • they came from the earth across the waters

    they came from the earth across the waters;
    they were you; they were me;
    some were adventurers looking for
    wealth and glory, which are really the same;
    some were running from affliction
    by state, religion, or both.
    they came to the land of plenty
    on birds with many
    white wings upon the water;
    they possessed magic wands|
    that spouted killing fire;
    they were strange and much feared invaders|
    to those who lived this land.

    they are us; we are they;
    we’ve yet to learn
    to not be afraid
    of folks unlike us
    who come from a different place;
    so, we take our fear and turn it to hate,
    a most miserable state of being
    for all in the human race.
    do you think any living this land
    or from the earth across the waters
    considered their fear of the unknown
    to numb and erase the budding hate?

    Likely there were a few who shunned
    the fear and budding hate
    but were outliers
    while the blustering cowards
    moved the crowd with fear and hate
    who adopted those who ruled the day
    when they came from across the waters

    there is no reliance on history here,
    but i would like to see
    birds with many white wings upon the water
    just one time.

  • Miles’ Law

    Where you stand depends on where you sit.

  • O’Reilly’s Law of the Kitchen

    Cleanliness is next to impossible.

  • Poulsen’s Prophecy

    If anything is used to its full potential, it will break.